Friday 28 June 2013

New balls and welly boots...

So its The Championships, Wimbledon and Glastonbury Festival. Bring on the rain. I'm okay though, as I'm safely snuggled on the sofa watching Englands Laura Robson do her thing ( with the roof closed over centre court of course...)
Alas no strawberries and cream or champagne for me though :-(

I would love to go to Wimbledon, just a day ticket would be fine..soak up the atmosphere, sit on 'Henman Hill', but somehow I don't think it will ever happen. Glastonbury however, oh I have good memories of that ( ok, stop remembering, I feel old now...lol) I was very lucky the few years I went, it was hot and so NO MUD!! It would be great to go again, take little man - the Cbeebies gang are there this year in the childrens area, he would love that! They have a 'disabled' camping area I think and I'm sure I read once that a helper goes free. Children go free I know that. Maybe in the next couple of years..

Late night last night, tired legs and weird vision today. I can't do late nights anymore it seems to affect me for days, but also i'm not sleeping well right now, doesn't help. Hey ho :-) Early night tonight!




Wednesday 26 June 2013

Sunshine and Butlins ..

Sam and Sprout
 
For those of you not familiar with Butlins, in the picture above is Sprout of 'The Skyline Gang' - with my little mini sprout.
 
Yesterday myself and Sam's Nana took him to Butlins for the day to cheer him and his Nana up as they have both been feeling a bit under the weather. So up at the crack of dawn (hang on, isn't that normal for Sam?) off to pick up Nana then the drive to Minehead. We never told Sam where we were going, I think he thought we were going to Marks and Spencers to do some shopping!
 
Once we we were on the edge of Taunton my little bright spark pipes up - 'mummy, I think I saw a sign to Minehead, is the car taking us to Butlins?' then he fell asleep, and I realised he was awake as we neared Minehead and from the back came 'Mummy! Nana! I can see Skyline!' Bless him.
 
Over six hours we were there, and it flew by, it was great to see Mum smiling too, she has full independence there, she hired a mobility scooter for the day  (mum has CMT like me and isn't very mobile now) and she enjoyed being able to look around the shops etc independently. I can no longer push her in a conventional wheelchair since I developed the blood clot (Sagittal Sinus Thrombosis) so it does make days out for us difficult.
 
I knew bubs would sleep on the way home as he was stumbling to the car ( wobbly sam and wobbly mum) with aching legs, but even so he still wanted to keep going - he has such spirit.
 
So, a success, and I was quite impressed with the price, I was expecting it to be expensive ( you know how it is with theme parks and the like - take out a mortgage to get in) it was £29 for the three of us. With so much to do - bargain.
 
 
 


Sunday 23 June 2013

Lie in, Waitrose bargain hunting and gallons of tea..

Well, guess what? I had a lie in today. Yes, you heard correctly, an actual lie in past 8 am! oh what a luxury :-) usually on the rare occassion I get the chance to stay in bed, I wake at 6 ish then can't get back to sleep so end up getting up anyway. Not today, oh no - I woke at 7, got up for a wee then fell back to sleep. Fantabulous.

I have drunk so much tea today, gallons of the stuff, I love my cuppa. Nothing like it, far more refreshing than coffee, I could live without coffee, but never tea. I nice strong cup always goes down well, and if i'm feeling a bit stressed or under the weather Earl grey always seems to pick me up. It was always my dream to open a tea shop, a proper one, lovely homemade cakes the lot..  

I realised at about three o'clock that I had no bread and little milk (probably all the tea drinking!) so off up to Waitrose I go, and it's heaving. Everyone jostling to find a bargain - as you do on a sunday afternoon. So not to feel left out I come back with two carrier bags full! Lot's of fruit and veg' as the diet starts tomorrow (eek)

Right, signing off now as my lovely bubs will be home soon - cuddles time!! :-))

Saturday 22 June 2013

Pesky hands and Candy Crush..

My bubs is safely dispatched to his dads and i'm raring to go..or not. Typically, as I have free time my body has decided to hit me with a 'bad day' I struggled to get down the stairs this morning, but hey ho, i'm determined to have some sort of day out (pace yourself girl!) Nothing is gonna stop me..

So, porridge eaten (energy) painkillers taken (extras in bag), make -up slapped on (this took longer than usual today with my pesky haking hands) it's walking stick in hand and off I go..

After another coffee...and maybe some Candy Crush Saga ;-)

Friday 21 June 2013

About Charcot-Marie Tooth

Charcot-Marie-Tooth disease/syndrome or CMT is named after the three neurologists who first described the condition in 1886 ( Charcot, Marie and Tooth) It is the most common inherited neuromuscular disorder, affecting approximately 1 in 2,500 individuals. The other term commonly used to describe the condition is hereditary motor and sensory neuropathy (HMSN). This name describes the two primary features of this condition: it is hereditary (passed on in the genes from parent to child) and it affects the motor and sensory peripheral nerves.

CMT is not in fact a single disorder but a group of conditions that have some similarities. Neuropathy means a disease of the peripheral nerves. These are the nerves that connect the spinal cord to the muscles, joints and skin and carry messages in both directions, and in CMT they do not function normally. The group of conditions known as CMT cause weakness and wasting of the muscles below the knees and often those of the hands as well. Many affected individuals also have loss of feeling in the hands and feet. Disease onset usually occurs during the first decades of life and gets worse slowly. Severity is highly variable even within families.
 
Because there are many different types of CMT, it is important to determine exactly which type someone has. Although in the last decade many genes responsible for CMT have been identified, not all of the genes that cause the condition have yet been found. This means that nerve conduction studies (electrical tests on the nerves) are still often used to help make the diagnosis. A DNA test for the most common form of CMT (type 1A) might be performed first if there is a clear family history of autosomal dominant inheritance of the condition.
Onset is slowly progressive.

CMT1

This is the most common form. Onset is usually by the age of 10 years with:
  • Muscle weakness and wasting starting from the intrinsic muscles of the feet, and gradually affecting the lower leg and lower thigh. The pattern of distal wasting in the legs is sometimes described as 'inverted champagne bottles'. Hands and forearms may also be involved. Wasting of the small muscles of the hands causes finger curling and difficulty in straightening or abducting them.
  • Sensory loss follows the same pattern, beginning in the distal legs and arms with decreased sensation of vibration and touch. Proprioceptive sensory loss can cause sensory ataxia and a steppage gait. Tasks involving fine motor control of the hands may also become progressively more difficult. .
  • Generalised tendon areflexia.
  • There may be foot drop and foot deformity. Pes cavus (high arch) has a 25% occurrence rate in the first decade of life and a 67% occurrence rate in later decades. Hammer toes and pes planus (flat feet) are also seen. Patients may experience difficulty walking or running, often tripping. Pressure palsies are common.
  • Spinal deformities, eg thoracic scoliosis, occur in 37-50% of patients with CMT1.
  • Other common symptoms and signs include hand tremors and muscle cramps.

CMT2

Primary peripheral axonal neuropathy (CMT2 or HMSN-II) with onset usually in the second decade, but may not appear until later. The pattern of peripheral weakness and wasting is similar to CMT1.

CMT3

This is characterised by infantile onset, usually by 2 years. Onset can occur by the time of birth, presenting with hypotonia or floppy baby syndrome. It results in severe demyelination with delayed motor skills and is much more severe than type 1.

CMTX

CMTX1 is usually mild in women but in men there is moderate to severe peripheral neuropathy. With other CMTX forms, only men are affected. For CMTX1 there is usually subclinical central nervous system involvement (eg mild clinical signs, MRI cerebral white matter abnormalities, and EEG abnormalities).

For more information on CMT - www.cmt.org.uk

Weekend Rugby and chocolate

Another Friday almost over (although everyday is pretty much the same in this house) and tomorrow I have the luxury of a day off! I say luxury as having a child free most of Saturday/Sunday is a rare occurance.
So..I can watch the rugby and spend some time with my chap :-)
I have had serious munchies today. Not good. Pass the chocolate...or the ice cream... lol.

Coughs, colds, cucumbers and sprout sandwiches..

So Sammy was up most of the night coughing away, bless him. He's shattered this morning, this didn't, however stop him from wanting to go and check his cucumber plant that he is growing in the garden. My little mini Alan Titchmarsh!
The little man is shattered, lying on the sofa, and i'm a very wobbly mummy today lol.
Cucumber..he especially wanted to grow cucumbers, he loves them - and peppers, he will quite happily just munch on big chunks of them. I have no problem getting him to eat vegetables and fruit. A few weeks ago I asked him what he would like for his tea, he answered 'i'd like sprout sandwiches please mummy' I was in Waitrose at the time, and the lady next to me gave me the oddest look. I laughed, but he was serious!!..






Thursday 20 June 2013

Why life can be a bit of a headache ;-)

So..I said earlier about waking with a headache again. I feel I should explain. I have Sagittal Sinus Thrombosis, this was discovered in 2006 when I was rushed into A&E with a severe headache - and life has been full of headaches ever since! lol.

Cerebral venous sinus thrombosis is the presence of thrombosis (a blood clot) in the dural venous sinuses, which drain blood from the brain. Symptoms may include headache, abnormal vision, any of the symptoms of stroke such as weakness of the face and limbs on one side of the body, and seizures. The diagnosis is usually by CT/CAT scan or MRI.
Treatment is with anticoagulants (medication that suppresses blood clotting), and rarely thrombolysis (enzymatic destruction of the blood clot). The disease may be complicated by raised intracranial pressure, which may warrant surgical intervention such as the placement of a shunt.There are several other terms for the condition, such as cerebral venous and sinus thrombosis, (superior) sagittal sinus thrombosis, dural sinus thrombosis and intracranial venous thrombosis.

My clot is still sitting there being awkward, causing headaches, dizzy spells, abnormal vision and more. But I feel i'm lucky to be alive, and value my life :-)

I run a support group on Facebook for sufferers and their friends/family, it now has over 70 members! You can find it here -


https://www.facebook.com/groups/7110635905/

Cakes, toys and headaches

'Homemade Cakes, biscuits, cookies, pies, sausage rolls etc for the cake stall' this can only mean that Sams preschool are holding their summer fayre on saturday. 'Books, toys, cakes etc to sell...' so today means turning out toys day and planning a cake baking marathon tomorrow.
Except I have woken with a headache. This is nothing unusual..but why do the worst ones always happen when I have lots to do?!! Anyway, I am pacing myself, I got back from preschool and have sorted the toys. will rest before doing some housework, rest again whilst browing recipes..(with tummy rumbling lol) Im thinking Banana cupcakes, and maybe some flapjacks..all easy. ( Note to me - dont eat the flapjacks!)
Such is my wobbly life, do a bit, rest, do a bit..

Wednesday 19 June 2013

A full day in my wobbly world

I should start by explaining that I have a condition called Charcot-Marie-Tooth disease (CMT) Type 1a, also known as hereditary motor and sensory neuropathy (HMSN) Today I took my 4 year old son to see a paediatric neuro specialist for his first assessment after being diagnosed at 3 as also having type 1a CMT.
When I was pregnant with Sam I always knew the risk of passing it on, it is a genetic condition and there is a 50/50 chance of passing it on to your child. When he was a baby we saw a genetisist who advised no testing unless any signs of CMT started to show later in childhood, so off we went..my ex husband hopeful, and me feeling like it was a waiting game..I just wanted to know.
As Sam started to walk it became apparant that he was walking a little awkwardly, it was said maybe he had fallen arches..they would correct themselves. Then as he progressed he started tripping and falling seemingly easily..but was it just me? Then Sams preschool spoke to me about how they had noticed that he fell a lot, how he needed help on some play equipment..was there a problem? It was then I asked to get him tested, he was 3.
You would think it would be quite straightforward, no. The genetisist didnt seem to think he had it, or that symptoms could show at his age even though I explained that my symptoms started as a child, as had my sisters. However, he took his blood for testing and we were told we had a three month wait for results.
Two months later the letter arrived. I knew..I always knew, mothers intuition? So, it confirmed he had type 1a HMSN and that at some point he would see a paediatric neurologist.
Fast forward to today...8 months later! and at last he gets his assessment. Lovely Doctor, Sam will be with him until hes 16. He has been referred for physiotherapy, Occupational Therapy, and Orthotics. He is also writing to his infant school, where he starts in september to advise them of his difficulties. I wish I had had that sort of understanding when I was at school.
I so love my boy, he is the centre of my world...

For more information on Charcot-Marie-Tooth Disease visit www.cmt.org.uk